Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	nothing.

please carry me.
sometimes even breathing is a pain i dont want.

why cant this be over yet?
i just want to walk away and never look back. you cant look back. you should never look back.

i finally told sean. im so fed up. i dont want to deal with this shit anymore. if i have to hunt john down just so i can get away forever i will fucking do it. all i want is a fucking signature.

im frustrated and depressed tonite. typical.
i want to read but i cant concentrate. steen leaves tomorrow and i hate when she leaves.

i hate how people act during the holidays. like they are so stressed out. chill the fuck out. its a day like any other day. hang out with friends and family and be happy you are alive rather than buy some outrageously priced crap that they will hate or will break soon after they recieve it. i hate christmas. people disapoint and upset me.

im preparing for hybernation.

words cannot express the emotion that is pulsing through me today.
i loathe this.