Current mood:

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FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: bethany berkholder
2. First love: lets not go there
3. First real kiss: middle school
4. First screen name: was it mirandapanda4?
5. First pet: choco
6. First car: 92 ford ranger

LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: about...10 min ago
2. Last kiss: last week
3. Last good cry: thursday night
4. Last beverage drank: water.
5. Last food consumed: pecan pie that i made
6. Last crush: john. fuck him.
7. Last phone call: neal <3
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: steen
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: no. and i dont want one.

FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: i dont shop
2. Favorite item of clothing: black hoodie
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: ciggerettes and alcohol sometimes
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: thermasilk and pantene
3. What are you most scared of: being alone forever.

FAVORITES:
1. Colors: red
2. Foods: mock homemade bread
3. Subject in school: psychology, photo, lit
4. Animals: cats and animals not meant to be pets
5. Sports: soccer, dance
6. Movie: so many.

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given a bath: yea
3. Made yourself throw-up: cant
4. Skinny dipped: Yes.
5. Been in love: Yes.

CURRENT:
1. Clothes: jeans, black shirt, black hoodie
2. Music: none
3. Make-up: eyeliner
4. IMs: talking to a dude in law school

LAST PERSON:
2. Hugged: sean
3. Imed: steen
4. Last person who slept at your house: justin
5. Last persons house you slept at: ben

RANDOM:
1. In the morning you are: wanting to not get up
2. Love is: evil
3. I dream about: i have bad dreams every fucking nite

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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. panda
02. mandy
03. miranda

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. mirandapanda4
02. carvingmyniche
03. oxchoirvandalxo

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. hair
02. eyes
03. my honesty

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. weight
02. fact that im addicted to ciggerettes
03. sadness

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. german
02. scottish
03. english

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. this apartment.
02. falling.
03. the act of actually dying

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. water
02. chapstick
03. hugs

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. black shoes
02. jeans
03. belt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
01. mars volta
02. queen
03. coheed

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
01. i dunno
02.
03.

THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
01. moved.
02. thats it.
03.

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. honesty
02. fucking honesty
03. respect

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. smile
02. independence
03. a vivid imagination and desire to really live...good call.

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. whistle...what?
02. roll my r's
03. fall from a fifty story building

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. reading
02. singing
03. sleeping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. to be in school
02. to be anywhere but richmond
03. to get john off the fucking lease

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. photography
02. psychologist
03. rape crisis volunteer

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. ireland
02. europe anywhere just about
03. west

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. find a career i love
02. see europe
03. be a good mom